Your profile does have some similarities with an ad a saw from an elderly German lady, she had discovered her son masturbating at 16 and had kept him locked in chastity since that date. He was now 50 and should be castrated. She was also looking for a Dominant lady to take her place to keep him controlled for the entire life. And the mother was looking for a younger man to serve her - the slave would be a part of her property and her legacy - as she was now well past 70. LOL
I would love to be controlled both by a strict Mother, a Mistress and be kept on hormones and testosterone blockers - to keep me a complete sissy and cock sucker for my entire life ! That would be something !